1 am and the mind spins with sobriety...

Life is confounding, it's almost condemnable, but I can't quite go that far. We are all searching for something, but how do we really know when we have found it? I marvel at my friends who have found love, and I have yet to know what it truly is to have real love. To be completely honest, I have never had a relationship with anyone over three months. I find it rather pathetic, but that's my own little pity party. Some friends say its a blessing, some agree with how frustrating it is. I guess that's the real world for you, cynics and romantics. I hope to remain more the romantic. Well, as this is one of my first entries here, I'll try and leave it short, I don't want to give away to much of the story so soon.